♣ October 2012 summary.

Hello there! October summary is almost the same with September, in part of I'm going to say that October is lack of blog post. But here it is.

1. Oatmeal eater again. I bought oatmeal in small package. Never ate this before, I thought its taste would be like cereal but apparently no. It's, I'm sorry to say, worse. So after I ate it some times ago, I never ate this again. Until.. I didn't remember when, it was when I felt I must eat oatmeal again because I was scared of diabetes.

2. The fuschia bunny rubber case that I took off from my BlackBerry a while ago is on again. Don't know why. It still makes uncomfortable feeling when I'm typing but I keep letting it there, protecting and prettying my BlackBerry anyway.

3. Have I told you that I was somewhat otaku? It was when I was still in kindergarten-elementary-middle school. It's happened again. I watch many animes lately. 2012 is crazy, why did I search about Gundam Wing in early January? It increases my interest to anime (reading manga is still not happening in my dictionary at the moment) again?

4. And also I watch movie again. What I mean here is really watch them again. I lost my interest of watching movie for maybe about two months :D When I watched, I only could stand for half of it. Then I didn't continue watching. I don't know if it's because the movie, or the actors and actresses, or something else. But heyyy! I watched some movies this week. :)

5. And re-fall in love to Ryan Ross (since when I fall in love to him?) Thanks for him and also More Amor, I was really glad to hear his record of Beach Bones. When will he produce more music? The Young Veins, I heard, has gone. And Ryan Ross has another band. It's such a turn off when I know I'm not going to hear music like The Young Veins.

Image via Molly.

♣ Girly-er.

I've changed. I'm surprised to myself by this. I don't know if it's because I follow some certain Twitter users or anything else. But now I like these kind of stuffs: scented candles or rooms (especially bedroom) that smell good, flowers, and also pets.

Scented candles that I mentioned on previous post were just fine. They smelt fine. I bought two candles in rose and waterlily. It's too bad I had too much expectation. The scent wasn't bold, it's just thin although I'd burnt it for more than four hours. The good news was the scent still lingered after quite some time, but still "thin". I never bought scented candles before so I didn't know if it's normal or not.

Flowers.. I started liking them after seeing Meg from Lips so Facto (I'm sorry Meg but I guess you're my new obsession internet girl) posted her flowers and bunnies into her Instagram account. I, unconsciously  evaluated what's inside this house. All we had was plastic or synthetic flowers. Un-living. I instantly felt that the house that I've lived for almost nine years was only a building.

As I remember, I never really had pets. I knew there was an aquarium with orange-black-navy blue-res little fishes in the house. Mom said the fish could protect us from tuyul who wanted to steal our money. I also knew that we had some bunnies. I didn't remember them as my mom said I was still a kid when we had bunnies. Pets were only pets.

Right now, I want this kind of house. A house that has flowers, even inside of it, in mini size or amount. I would like to see it blooms and makes my rooms more alive. As for pets, I want bunnies. I don't feel owning fishes and bunnies that ever lived with me. Seeing Basil and Hilary (those are Meg's bunnies), I think it's fun to have small and fluffy pets that curled up around my feet or exploring house. 

For now, I can't have them. Even for pets. I guess my mom doesn't allow me to put a bouquet of fresh flowers inside the house, although if I'd put it in the top of my cabinet. She's not going to let me take care of bunnies too, remember its tendance cost. My dream house seems still too far.

Image via Michelle, Karin, and Weheartit.