♣ There is so many things happened during this March.

This post is originally written on Friday, 30 March.

Sick. Stress. 

There is so many things happened during this March. Counted from college life, my entertainment interest, and very personal world. I don't know when I'm going to post this cause right now my internet connection is very slow and I'm typing on Notepad not the Blogger post editor. Out of topic. Sorry.

But I mean it. There is so many things has happened. And I don't know where to start.

1. I will pretend study tour tomorrow is  a backpacker day for me.

I'm going to go to Yogyakarta tomorrow (31/3) for a study tour. Basically I don't really like picnic or study tour (do they sound the same?) What I like is go somewhere with backpack, sandal, jeans or jhorts, wearing tee (white tee would be awesome), and also sunglasses. Enjoying the weather, the places of interest, the people, and not worry about time to go home. You know what I'm talking here. Backpackers. I think they're really cool. And I like to try the culinary and take a look at some souvernirs, but not going to buy them :P

2. Frozen Teardrop, please please me.

Frozen Teardrop is a Gundam Wing novel (I should have been made some posts on Childhood Memories series included about Gundam Wing but my blogging desire has decreased). If I'm not mistaken, I got "Gundam Wing fever" for the second time in this January. Suddenly I browsed about it, watched the anime, browsed the side story mangas, browsed some good fanfictions, and then I found about Frozen Teardrop. Unfortunately, Frozen Teardrop info is really rare, in my opinion. It's Indonesia, and even if I could find a source that gives Frozen Teardrop info, I doubt it makes me happy. I would be very glad if it's not in Japanese. I've browsed and all I can say that I'm unlucky. 

3. Undergraduate thesis is fun and sucks.

Not much I can say. We will say it's fun when everything goes right and it sucks when everything goes not right. Human. We can't help it!

4. I'm so concern to health but ..

but facts say different. The logic, when we concern to our health, we have a very high healthy rank. The fact is I'm not an easy person, and I have OCD too. I think about everything. People will say, "I think about everything too!" But trust me what I mean is different.

I'm not an easy person. I can be stressful easily by every single simple thing. Although I say to myself not to let problems take me over, problems TAKE ME OVER. When this happened, I will struggle to bring myself back to normality. Stress makes me sick. I remember when my health was totally dropped, it costs so many sorry for my mom and her money. Healthy is expensive. Stress ages me. You can see when I'm stress, I will be look so old and weary. I don't like this effect. People have thought that I'm older than my real age. This is really happened! And for this reason I cannot blame them.

5. I'm trying to be healthy by ..

a. Drink 8 glasses of water everyday. Check!

b. Sleep or nap without music. Check!

c. Turn off my cellphone while sleeping. Check!

d. Think positive. It's hard. Unchecked!

*... this is when I keep reloading Blogger Editor but internet connection is still so slow ...*

I really wish that I'm gonna be a better person since my OCD is much better. I really need to get chill and think positive more often. Take a deep breath. Calm down. And everything is going to be alright.

PS. Oh! Anyway ^_^ I have a little booster. Emma Roberts has helped me somehow. I've seen her with something red like red lipstick, red Mulberry bag, and red nail polish. This reminds me when I was a fans of red. Suddenly, I changed my cellphone theme to red, and I also buy a red nail polish (that is totally waste of money since as Moslem I'm not going to wear it due to my five times pray a day). And I also try to wear red shoulderbag more often. You may believe it or not, it boosts my mood.